Aint it funny

When you're under alot of financial pressure, thoughts of Rubi shoes or those cute leggings from Uniqlo seem to flow endlessly into your mind, in total disregard of that never-ending hole in your pocket. But then you are temporarily blessed with financial stability (even if it is for just a short while) and your thoughts become less materialistic. You start worrying about your future, whether you'll be able to support the family that you want to have, or for how long you will be able to see your mum. There's an economic term for this but I can't recall it at the moment.

Aint it funny how no matter how much money we have, our various challenges in life keep it coming. It's inevitable, thats what I always tell my friends. I don't really know what the point of this post is. I've just been having this nagging thought for a while now and I thought I'd just let it out.

I guess what I might want to say, bottom-line, is that money aint everything. I lost count the number of times I lose myself to materialistic wants and push aside the spiritualistic needs. And for that, I feel extremely guilty sometimes. And it aint good for me cus I think alot during the day so that guilt has a way of creeping in every now and then.

I also worry about the inevitable. You know, the stuff we don't really want to think about until you know for sure its going to happen soon. I worry too much.